its love

... in a bunny suit

soon we will be off the ground
flying high over the mountains
on our way to a new adventure.

-- leave our wings behind, flush our worries down the drain and fly away to somewhere new

lately I've been...

feelin low...

 

and a remedy is what I'm lookin' for.

My body has a funny way of reminding me that I cannot conquer the world one drawing at a time...

We'll be living in all the oceans now.

Mickey:   The whole world's comin' to an end, Mal!
Mallory:   I see angels, Mickey. They're comin' down for us from heaven. And I see you ridin' a big red horse, and you're driving them horses, whippin' 'em, and the're spitting and frothing all 'long the mouth, and the're coming right at us. And I see the future, and there's no death, 'cause you and I, we're angels...
Mickey:   I love you, Mal.
Mallory:   I know you do baby, and I've loved you since the day we met. 

Very twisted. but a good love story.

I need a raincoat

Each breath is a blessing.
Each breath is one more second
one more moment
that I can be with you.

.full

"Is there more room, wait maybe if I move my lungs out of the way my heart can grow an extra inch, is this why I lose my breath, when I see you?"

-mi Amor

i dig

	Beck - Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometimes .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

work space

If only I could have this view at my day job...

rain king

when i think of heaven, deliver me in a black winged bird

float to the bottom

always and forever is such a long and lonely time

.happy.

me in my happy place...

... from your point-of-view

(soon everyone will see)

lift my gaze

I see home.

love like a sunset

if love could be a sunset
colorful
light
exciting
every glance
every breath
different and new
but its as steady and sure
as the sun will rise and fall
our love is a sunset
our love is a sunrise

okay

(sorry the volume is low)

If you knew what would happen in a relationship. If you knew how it would end, that it would inevitably end... would you still live through it? From the very first day, the first moment you meet.. if you knew that you would grow apart and eventually hate each other- would you continue on? Hope that something would change? Hope that you could be strong enough to get through? Are you stubborn enough? stupid enough?

Ignorance is bliss sometimes. not knowing so you make some mistakes and learn from them. but never forget-- so you'll know better next time.

I hope I am learning and I hope I am growing and I hope I never forget, no matter how painful, the mistakes and disappointments of my past. I also hope not to dwell in the past, for this is

.new

.beautiful

.pure

a blank page to be doodled upon.

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Last words.

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across the ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms

And is it worth the wait,
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand,
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound

My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall
My love has concrete feet, my love is an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles, over the waterfall

I'm so heavy. Heavy. Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy. Heavy. So heavy in your arms

This will be my last confession
"I love you" never felt like any blessing
Whisper it like it's a secret
Uttered to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart

Heavy. Heavy. Heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms
(I'm so heavy) Heavy, heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms

I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he held me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground

I'm so heavy
Heavy in your arms

Heavy. I'm so heavy in your arms

Fuck you.

through Hell..

I know you don't like his voice, but the bunnies are cute..

rose tinted blues

lookin up


in your eyes
I know
I ain't got nothin to lose

'Cause I know
baby
you ain't ever gonna leave me
and to me you're everything

so what's left to lose |

If living is easy with eyes closed... then close your eyes and imagine life with me...

Monday - July 26

 On this day, on this particular day...
was the end of something and the beginning of something.

we went to the park.
it started to rain.

On top of the hill- we watched the world end.

Rain is cleansing. I feel that moment cleansed our pasts. I felt my mistakes, my regrets, my sadness drip from

the angles of my body. 

I love how we can make it rain...

aviator sunglasses

seems I was illiterate until recently. ignorance is not bliss.

I don't want to be the weight in anyone's heart. I want to be your wings.

cheapo.

rediscovered my talking watch today...

...the battery is dying so it sounds like a dying cat.

defibrillation

In your absence-
my heart beats in hope of your return.
In your presence-
she beats of Love
she beats with purpose-
For purpose
for reason
Need
to spend one more moment with you